感触良深

A friend msn me telling me that she read my blog from the oldest entry.

She told me that after reading my blog, she felt lots of 感触.

I was puzzled initially cuz I would probably be the one to have such emotions unless we have similar experiences......

She commented that...

What I (amai) was in Japan, my heart was with the troupe.

(I remember.... KH was performing "Jade" and I was far away in Osaka, I even watched the youtube clip posted up in the net.)

Now...I am in SG, my heart no longer with my troupe.

Well, I can only say... people change when situations change...

Do you know my very first blog was named "Kirk's Passion"?

I discontinued that blog quite a long while ago...

The articles, pictures, my passion...all cemented in that blog, long forgotten, hidden away to be covered in tons of bytes.

Then I opened another blog, the current one which I named "The Opera Stage"..

Then along the way, I just changed to "Amai Desu"...

"Amai Desu"...which simply means..."I am Amai (fullstop)"

Traces of passion...have long evaporated over time...

Perhaps someday...I no longer feel any more emotions...

当塘中水不再起涟漪，感触。。。还会存在吗？

Woes Woes Woes

Hahahahahahahaha....I just got smses, tons of woes from a KHer...

I really 甘拜下风。。。I became runner up...I don't mind yozz...(LOL)

You really champion lor...

But on the contrary, you gotta so many woes and yet still stay so usable and indispensable.

I think Boss usually likes this type of subordinate...

能者多劳，能屈能伸，乃女中豪杰也。

Sighzzzzzzz....

I don't contribute much... Only the amount of years that I stay.

Perhaps this is the only plus point that I have...

I am a very sensitive person...too sensitive till no one can tahan...(LOL)

I am better off as an audience...

I shall do what is deemed fit...

您辛苦了！！！

能者多劳。

您辛苦了。

To Bore You With My ...

Pictures, of course!!! (LOL)



Me and AL

Hahahaha, AL commented that I am "MAN" in this role... What she meant was that I have sharp focused eyes and each time I made a turn, she saw "a sheng" in me.



Royal Grandpa & Me



This is the nicest pictures of all cuz my back is nicer than my front. (LOL)

Sighzzzzzzzzzz

One sad news, I may not be able to go to TW for performance due to my work schedule.

Sighz... I have already missed the CNY performance...

看開點吧~~~

Recently, my heart is not in my opera...I don't have that fighting spirit that I used to have in those earlier years.

Maybe due to several reasons;

-: Not much of a 表現

-: Not much of a 時間

-：Not much of a 肯定

-：Not much of a 機會

-：Not much of a 心情

Yet XJ can tell me that I am being "doted upon".

XJ, you are more versatile and easier to use...我是“逆徒”

One ZZ actor told me that I am better off as a dan than a sheng. He said that I have stage presence. (Wow...professional advice yozz...)

I don't know how to react...whether to be happy because it is a kind of recognition or whether to be sad because I have spend almost half a lifetime doing sheng...

Doing sheng, I have not much opportunities ...

Doing dan, I will be facing lots of competitions and stresssssss...

And somemore, I was told that it is unfair to some troupe members that I play both roles...In a way, I "snatch" their dan opportunities.

I can only say....

I feel sorry but there is nothing I can do...

Your woes are nothing compared to mine... (LOL)

So why bother about "unfairness"?

Let just keep to our own green pastures.

每個人都有自己的一片藍天，不是嗎？

雖然我的藍天的烏雲比別人多。。。我只能隨身帶著傘。。。呵呵~~~

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