A friend msn me telling me that she read my blog from the oldest entry.
She told me that after reading my blog, she felt lots of 感触.
I was puzzled initially cuz I would probably be the one to have such emotions unless we have similar experiences......
She commented that...
What I (amai) was in Japan, my heart was with the troupe.
(I remember.... KH was performing "Jade" and I was far away in Osaka, I even watched the youtube clip posted up in the net.)
Now...I am in SG, my heart no longer with my troupe.
Well, I can only say... people change when situations change...
Do you know my very first blog was named "Kirk's Passion"?
I discontinued that blog quite a long while ago...
The articles, pictures, my passion...all cemented in that blog, long forgotten, hidden away to be covered in tons of bytes.
Then I opened another blog, the current one which I named "The Opera Stage"..
Then along the way, I just changed to "Amai Desu"...
"Amai Desu"...which simply means..."I am Amai (fullstop)"
Traces of passion...have long evaporated over time...
Perhaps someday...I no longer feel any more emotions...
当塘中水不再起涟漪，感触。。。还会存在吗？
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
Sunday, April 26, 2009
Woes Woes Woes
Hahahahahahahaha....I just got smses, tons of woes from a KHer...
I really 甘拜下风。。。I became runner up...I don't mind yozz...(LOL)
You really champion lor...
But on the contrary, you gotta so many woes and yet still stay so usable and indispensable.
I think Boss usually likes this type of subordinate...
能者多劳，能屈能伸，乃女中豪杰也。
I really 甘拜下风。。。I became runner up...I don't mind yozz...(LOL)
You really champion lor...
But on the contrary, you gotta so many woes and yet still stay so usable and indispensable.
I think Boss usually likes this type of subordinate...
能者多劳，能屈能伸，乃女中豪杰也。
Sighzzzzzzz....
I don't contribute much... Only the amount of years that I stay.
Perhaps this is the only plus point that I have...
I am a very sensitive person...too sensitive till no one can tahan...(LOL)
I am better off as an audience...
I shall do what is deemed fit...
Perhaps this is the only plus point that I have...
I am a very sensitive person...too sensitive till no one can tahan...(LOL)
I am better off as an audience...
I shall do what is deemed fit...
To Bore You With My ...
Pictures, of course!!! (LOL)
Me and AL
Hahahaha, AL commented that I am "MAN" in this role... What she meant was that I have sharp focused eyes and each time I made a turn, she saw "a sheng" in me.
Royal Grandpa & Me
This is the nicest pictures of all cuz my back is nicer than my front. (LOL)
Me and AL
Hahahaha, AL commented that I am "MAN" in this role... What she meant was that I have sharp focused eyes and each time I made a turn, she saw "a sheng" in me.
Royal Grandpa & Me
This is the nicest pictures of all cuz my back is nicer than my front. (LOL)
Sighzzzzzzzzzz
One sad news, I may not be able to go to TW for performance due to my work schedule.
Sighz... I have already missed the CNY performance...
看開點吧~~~
Recently, my heart is not in my opera...I don't have that fighting spirit that I used to have in those earlier years.
Maybe due to several reasons;
-: Not much of a 表現
-: Not much of a 時間
-：Not much of a 肯定
-：Not much of a 機會
-：Not much of a 心情
Yet XJ can tell me that I am being "doted upon".
XJ, you are more versatile and easier to use...我是“逆徒”
One ZZ actor told me that I am better off as a dan than a sheng. He said that I have stage presence. (Wow...professional advice yozz...)
I don't know how to react...whether to be happy because it is a kind of recognition or whether to be sad because I have spend almost half a lifetime doing sheng...
Doing sheng, I have not much opportunities ...
Doing dan, I will be facing lots of competitions and stresssssss...
And somemore, I was told that it is unfair to some troupe members that I play both roles...In a way, I "snatch" their dan opportunities.
I can only say....
I feel sorry but there is nothing I can do...
Your woes are nothing compared to mine... (LOL)
So why bother about "unfairness"?
Let just keep to our own green pastures.
每個人都有自己的一片藍天，不是嗎？
雖然我的藍天的烏雲比別人多。。。我只能隨身帶著傘。。。呵呵~~~
Sighz... I have already missed the CNY performance...
看開點吧~~~
Recently, my heart is not in my opera...I don't have that fighting spirit that I used to have in those earlier years.
Maybe due to several reasons;
-: Not much of a 表現
-: Not much of a 時間
-：Not much of a 肯定
-：Not much of a 機會
-：Not much of a 心情
Yet XJ can tell me that I am being "doted upon".
XJ, you are more versatile and easier to use...我是“逆徒”
One ZZ actor told me that I am better off as a dan than a sheng. He said that I have stage presence. (Wow...professional advice yozz...)
I don't know how to react...whether to be happy because it is a kind of recognition or whether to be sad because I have spend almost half a lifetime doing sheng...
Doing sheng, I have not much opportunities ...
Doing dan, I will be facing lots of competitions and stresssssss...
And somemore, I was told that it is unfair to some troupe members that I play both roles...In a way, I "snatch" their dan opportunities.
I can only say....
I feel sorry but there is nothing I can do...
Your woes are nothing compared to mine... (LOL)
So why bother about "unfairness"?
Let just keep to our own green pastures.
每個人都有自己的一片藍天，不是嗎？
雖然我的藍天的烏雲比別人多。。。我只能隨身帶著傘。。。呵呵~~~
Saturday, April 25, 2009
燕蓉，加油！！！
恭賀中國廈門市歌仔戲劇團蘇燕蓉進入「第24屆中國戲劇梅花獎大賽終評名單」
（南片）
一度梅
1 張 軍34 上海昆劇團；2 孔愛萍42 江蘇省演藝集團昆劇院；3 黃靜慧44 無錫市錫劇院；4 吳素英41 紹興小百花越劇團；5 陳雪萍45 杭州市越劇院；6 周源源36 安徽省黃梅戲劇院；7 田 磊28 福建省京劇院；8 陳娟娟41 泉州市高甲戲劇團；9 蘇燕蓉30 廈門市歌仔戲劇團；10 張 輝45 湖北省黃梅戲劇院；11 夏青玲41 武漢楚劇院；12 蔣文端39 廣東粵劇院團；13 胡瑜斌 44 南充市川劇團；14 張禮慧41 重慶市歌劇院；15 胡春華43 雲南省京劇院；16 邢金沙45 香港演藝學院；17 劉曉翠35 廣州軍區政治部文工團；18 渠建紅40 呼和浩特市晉劇團；19 王英會43 北京市河北梆子劇團；20 屈巧哲45 西寧市戲劇。
在柯爺的blog看到此消息，真是開心極了！
燕蓉，加油！！！
為歌仔戲爭光！！！
（攝影：木蘭）
Saturday, April 18, 2009
Thursday, April 16, 2009
Shocked!!!
Hey, K.... I can't imagine calling you "DADDY"...
Nor do I see myself as Bunny Kid...
FM taunted me saying I am one 老人家 to act the Bunny Kid...
And guess what...AC, you are going to be the naughty neighbourhood kid...
Wierd Combi yozz???
How I feel?
Shocked and dumbfounded!!!
Nor do I see myself as Bunny Kid...
FM taunted me saying I am one 老人家 to act the Bunny Kid...
And guess what...AC, you are going to be the naughty neighbourhood kid...
Wierd Combi yozz???
How I feel?
Shocked and dumbfounded!!!
三凤求凰
热心的戏迷放上网上的视频。。。请欣赏。
昨晚看了三风求凰。。。有些失望。。。
觉得有些演员其实可以发挥得更好。。。
有些地方似乎衔接不起来。。。
全场演得最好的是蔡兰英。。。
若是状元公能再稍微入戏一些，感觉会更好。
小丫头翠香让我眼前一亮，看到她的时候总是觉得她很眼熟。。。
原来就是曾在百艺芗剧团担任小旦，也曾演过此剧的蔡兰英。
翠香，你还是比较适合演小旦, 挺活泼的。。四九。。。我反而不习惯呢。；P
Monday, April 13, 2009
Round-faced Princess Amai
Saw these pictures online...so I just took...
Thanks ML...
ML just bought herself a new camera. Her old one had served her for about six years or so...
We should be thankful to her as she really spent alot of money on her camera.
Sometimes I just have this feeling that she is being taken for granted and NO ONE knows that she has been through alot when her camera was not functioning well..n somemore she is out of job.
So let us be patient and considerate.
I don't "develop" the pictures overnight and be expected to hand in the next day or so...
Give me at least a week...
Back to my pictures...
Hahahahahahahha.... A round-faced Princess...
Saturday, April 11, 2009
Thursday, April 9, 2009
我可以什么都不要！！！
看到某部落格。。。
你就以为你自己很委屈。。。但别人的感受如何，你是否花那一点时间去想想？
别再哭了。。。我的心没有多余的空间再因为［哭］这个字来烦恼。
太多事情够我烦恼了。
告诉你。。。
我可以什么都不要！！！
该是时候成长了。。。
有些事。。。因为种种原因， 想要再追回来。。。我想已经不可能了。
为了大家过得更开心。。。
放开吧！
我不想再抓住什么了。。。就算那是美好的回忆又怎样？
不回来就算了。。。你只会让我觉得更加讨厌罢了。
从今天起，我要让自己过得更开心更愉快！
你就以为你自己很委屈。。。但别人的感受如何，你是否花那一点时间去想想？
别再哭了。。。我的心没有多余的空间再因为［哭］这个字来烦恼。
太多事情够我烦恼了。
告诉你。。。
我可以什么都不要！！！
该是时候成长了。。。
有些事。。。因为种种原因， 想要再追回来。。。我想已经不可能了。
为了大家过得更开心。。。
放开吧！
我不想再抓住什么了。。。就算那是美好的回忆又怎样？
不回来就算了。。。你只会让我觉得更加讨厌罢了。
从今天起，我要让自己过得更开心更愉快！
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
Foul Mood
A few more hours before I can go home...
But I don't want to go home as yet.
Where should I go then?
See how then......
Foul Mood...
But I don't want to go home as yet.
Where should I go then?
See how then......
Foul Mood...
Sianz Mood
Still lots of work waiting for me.
Mood is SIANZ...
Go to go now...
More work is waiting for me... Urgggggggggggg...
Mood is SIANZ...
Go to go now...
More work is waiting for me... Urgggggggggggg...
Monday, April 6, 2009
It's Getting To Half-past 4
I'm finishing my work soon.
I'm tired after a day of hard work and XXX.
In about half an hour to 45 minutes, I will be home...
Home sweet home...
A place just for me.
A refuge for me to heal my weariness and XXX.
I apologise if I do not return any calls or smses.
I just want to be alone.
Having a terrible headache and XXX.
I'm tired after a day of hard work and XXX.
In about half an hour to 45 minutes, I will be home...
Home sweet home...
A place just for me.
A refuge for me to heal my weariness and XXX.
I apologise if I do not return any calls or smses.
I just want to be alone.
Having a terrible headache and XXX.
Am I Worthy As A Friend?
Am I worthy as a friend?
Or just someone to pass time with???
Or just somebody of yesterday and nobody of tomorrow?
It hurts...it really hurts alot...
I want to be a friend and I always see myself as a nice friend...someone who really cares...
However, reality speaks for itself...
I may see myself as a friend but that does not mean I am seen as a friend by others.
Am I worthy as a friend???
I need to be alone...
Just ALONE...
Or just someone to pass time with???
Or just somebody of yesterday and nobody of tomorrow?
It hurts...it really hurts alot...
I want to be a friend and I always see myself as a nice friend...someone who really cares...
However, reality speaks for itself...
I may see myself as a friend but that does not mean I am seen as a friend by others.
Am I worthy as a friend???
I need to be alone...
Just ALONE...
Sunday, April 5, 2009
The Reunion Of The Golden Sabre
This is a Gaojia Opera by Plum Flower Award winner Wu Jingjing.
Enjoy yourself. ;P
Sunday & Others
So nice to stay at home on a Sunday.
It is even nicer to have dinner with parents.
Mum's nagging again...but I know she meant well.
Nagging about what?
Lectured me on "Saving"...
Telling me that my bro and his wife saved $XXX K in 3 years...
My brother is super stingy and he spurs on his car and scrimp onto us.
He hardly goes out during weekends, only to church on Sundays.
He eats 3 meals from home. Breakfast and Lunch (Bread and food taken from our home, my parents pay for all those.)
He saves all his bonuses and he earns the most.
My parents said that they do not worry about him in future but are worried about me.
Well, I paid for my own insurance when I started working... My brothers' insurance were paid by my parents since young and they only took over when they started to work.
Reason?
My mum said that they are boys and boys need money to get wives.
I shall try...try to save within my limits.
In future, I have only ME to fend for myself.
Though I don't have the means to save as much as my brother, I can make it a habit to save some.
Saving some is a good start. (^_^)
It is even nicer to have dinner with parents.
Mum's nagging again...but I know she meant well.
Nagging about what?
Lectured me on "Saving"...
Telling me that my bro and his wife saved $XXX K in 3 years...
My brother is super stingy and he spurs on his car and scrimp onto us.
He hardly goes out during weekends, only to church on Sundays.
He eats 3 meals from home. Breakfast and Lunch (Bread and food taken from our home, my parents pay for all those.)
He saves all his bonuses and he earns the most.
My parents said that they do not worry about him in future but are worried about me.
Well, I paid for my own insurance when I started working... My brothers' insurance were paid by my parents since young and they only took over when they started to work.
Reason?
My mum said that they are boys and boys need money to get wives.
I shall try...try to save within my limits.
In future, I have only ME to fend for myself.
Though I don't have the means to save as much as my brother, I can make it a habit to save some.
Saving some is a good start. (^_^)
Saturday, April 4, 2009
Misc Pictures (I)
We had performances last week...
Just look and see yozz...
TOP bought a hair wig from TW...suits her quite nice. I think it is worth buying.
At least better than the previous one that she used.
No wonder, K is suggested to get one...;P
Shall continue next time... Got to go KH now...(sighz...)
What are you thinking,娟大姐？
Hey, the love birds no longer in love? (Look to your right)(LOL)
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