Starting Work And War

Starting work now......

Doing the lst section...

Brain, brain, brain, must work!

No steamboat means more time to work...

Hope can at least finish the lst section......

Kanbante Amai!!!

Two Weeks Left

Someone at FB told me that it is 2 weeks left and I must get well soon.

2 weeks left to do whatever work that I need to complete!

Today my mood is very very LOUSY!

I don't know when to get started...

Maybe 2nite...maybe 2morrow.

I don't want to talk to anyone at all! Not tonight!!!!

I am irky, totally vexed and I BITE!!!

Especially the one who called me up just now!!!

I Am Not Happy

Someone called me up and said something that I disagreed!

Now what is your problem?

I know how you feel and why must you appear as if like nothing has happened?

Now you are telling me that it is now my fault???

WTH

Maybe I am happier this way by not being too goody goody anymore!

Call me the Evil One now...

I must colour my heart black and toughen it to be like a steel.

I am already very sianz and not motivated...Now come this trash???

I kept quiet on the other line... I just don't want to talk about it anymore!!!

Suddenly remembered that I have a bar of chocolates which my colleague gave me. She thanked me for the help that I gave her.

Some people do appreciate while some just don't!

When I was a newbie, I was so touched when a colleague jio me for a lunch at a restaurant... I was so so happy...However the next moment, she downed me when she said that that was because I had a car and they needed my car to go to the restaurant.

It was like a huge hammer plummeted onto my head and then I told her that I had a sudden change of plans and I needed to go home.

I went home crying....

Minus the goodies goodies that I have, I am just a nobody......

Yumiko Is Retiring

Yumiko is retiring, next year April.

Gosh....never expected her to retire so fast.

Deep inside, I know that she has no chance to attain TOP due to her looks though she is an awesome singer.

Nowadays Taka Co. doesn't follow the system of seniority. They push those with big fan base up... Don't forget Taka is a commercialised organisation.

Big Fan base means lots of $$$$$$$$$$$$

I think fans of Yumiko are going to tear alot... I have been through this stage before and now when come to such, I am emo tolerant.

Just like my Taka friends used to tell me..."Amai, you will get over it, your pain will heal as time goes by."

I know it wasn't Wataru's fault that Tartan retired. I don't hate her anymore just that I don't fancy her too.

Aran retired and sad to say I didn't pay much attention to Taka news. I actually missed her retirement period.

Maybe it isn't a bad thing, save me from becoming too emo.

Taka Entries

I was reading my old Taka entries in this blog. You can read them as they are in under 2006 Dec. I blogged about my Japan trip and along the way my Takarazuka.

Reading them again bring back the wonderful memories.

I think I was so much happier then.

I was a craze and I didn't even care how much I spent.

Everything is so different now.

My mentality, my bank account, my surroundings...just everything.

I miss those days...

I just met a Taka friend online and she commented that she missed all those good days.

She added that I was a true taka fan because I contributed so much to Takarazuka Co.

Hahahahahaha~~~~

Well....maybe I was and maybe I wasn't.

I am not so motivated now...

Though I plan to do some work, I feel so "sianz" and not a single work I have done.

Buck up , buck up... Do cheer up and get things done.

Life still continues...

Yuuhi Ozora's Personal Book

Remember I opened a Takarazuka Flea Market selling my nice and precious Taka Goodies?

Yuuhi Ozora's personal book was the first one to be out.

My Taka friends told me that I sold it too cheap...

In auction, this book can fetch as high as 8000 to 1000 yen that is equivalent to about 160 singapore dollars.

I sold for ONLY $22 Singapore dollars!!!! (Lower than the price that I bought in, please lor, you cannot omit the tax and other expenses incurred.)

I want to SCREAM!!!!

Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha~~~~

I have already asked R to be my Taka advisor...

P.S. This book is a rare item as the fans have already swept it off the shelves. Heard that Yuuhi's personal books are SOLD OUT!!!

FM said that I collect things without objectives. I think I sell them in the same way too.

"Can be stupid once BUT cannot be stupid twice", an advice a friend told me when I told her that I am going to sell my Taka mags.

I think I am......

"Once a stupid fella, still a stupid fella." o_o

Anyway, this book was not meant to be sold for any commercial purposes.

At least more space is being created.

Looking Forward For ...

Was looking forward for Kusinbo and Steamboat....

Jio twice by friends and colleagues for Kusinbo...but in the end was cancelled due to personal reasons.

Jio for steamboat ... In the end also cancelled...

URGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am very SIANZ now...

I know the reasons are valid...

Sighzz....Disappointed.....

I am really very very sianz now...

At first thought that should be fine, steamboat could continue as usual...

But......

Things change, I guess...

It is so different now.....