让你想一想~~~

Someone I knew said this;

"我宁可撑死也不要饿死！”

She came from a poor province in China. She used to work here as a salesgirl.

Now the statement is changed.

"我宁可饿到也不要撑到！”

Now she is married and lives comfortably. She doesn't work, the maid works instead.

当你没有的时候，你渴望拥有。
当你拥有的时候，你忘了昔日的苦。

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N年前，奶奶回故乡探亲， 回国的时候，身上的财物几乎被亲戚拔光，只剩下手上的玉镯子，因为拔不下来。



基本生活不满足的时候，贪念就来了。。

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一位朋友和我分享了她的金玉良言。

当你不缺乏爱，得到家人和朋友的关怀， 你就懂得如何去关心别人。

Dreams VS Reality

I used to immense deeply in Chinese Opera and Takarazuka and those were really my most wonderful and happy moments... Now I am more concerned to keep myself healthy and alive and also to think of planning my later part of my life. The more you age, the more you realise the harsh reality of life. Give me 2 more years to⋯⋯ slog and toil and tear... Hope that I will find myself back again...

Will I find another "Tartan"?

Will I fulfil my dream to be a TOP?

I don't think I can find anyone to replace Tartan.

I don't think I will be a TOP though I used to work so hard to be one. ;P

Maybe I can find them in my dreams...

Nothing wrong dreaming them if you could...at most you only get to be weary from having dreams. ;P

Sinus & Headache

Having headache since last Tuesday.

CM has bought something from the pharmacy...highly recommended for sinus...

All I have to do is to make sure that the liquid goes into my nose and flush whatsoever that is hurting me out.

Sounds frightening...But I have to use it...Will only use tomorrow..CM asked me to go for gym.

Each time I cry only makes it worse.

I don't want to get into depression again...Having some early signs of symptoms lately.

I'm Not Feeling Well

I am not feeling well lately...

Since last Tuesday, I have throbbing headache between the eyes..

Then I suffered from back pain the next day.

This morning, I am experiencing irregular heartbeats...

Seems like getting faster and faster...

Is this a sign of depression or anxiety?

I'm trying to make myself relax but I don't know how to make my heart beat normally.

I try to slow down the heartbeat by not inhaling...but it doesn't seem to work.

I don't wish to alarm my parents.

I saw the DOC twice this month, injected 4 times and took dozens of medicine.

I think I am going to have a panic attack......

Maybe should let it happen and then recuperate from it...

I think I am not handling my situation well...

I am crying....Can crying solve my problem?

I Hurt My Back

Age is catching up with me...SIGHZ...

I was clearing my cupboard the other day, loading and unloading stuff, carrying at least more than a dozen magazines at one go...*Back pain*

I spent one whole morning to clear. Some I may discard away, some I want to sell off and some I am going to keep.

Those that I am keeping are my wonderful memories that I do not bear to throw.

What Shanice is going through now was what I had gone through few years back.

Shanice, I think you are a crazy buyer...

FM said that I was even a crazier buyer than you (Based on the stuff that I bought)

I admit...I was a 败家女。

Age is catching up with me...

Do not think that I want to spend so much anymore...

I do not want to see Doc again!!!

TakaraOpera Flea Market

Hahahahahaha~~~~

Clear stocks, clear stocks!!!

Welcome to TakaraOpera Flea Market.

Envy???

Sometimes you tend to envy others for something that you don't have.

You want to be in their shoes, do the things that they do and have what they own.

However, to be envious isn't a nice feeling to be kept in you.

It makes u feel less able.

You see them in beds of roses and they may see you in the same light too.

Perhaps if you change your mindset a little.

Be content in what you have.

Your life may not be as colourful as the others and that doesn't mean your life isn't interesting.

Bored because you are not motivated.

Just try...try to make your life at least meaningful for oneself.

Never think that you have wasted your life away.

Someway along the path you have done something worthwhile.

Just that everyone is different and unique in their own ways.

Cheer up, amai... cheer up!