Amai & Books

Picture taken by SH.

Just wanna put up this picture. ;p

I like my smile. ;)



Borrowed two books from the library. Hoping to start them tomorrow. ;P

ML was surprised that I borrowed a chinese book.

I do read them sometimes...though I prefer to read English books. ;)

I find it difficult to upload my pictures from Iphone.

However I tried another way of doing it. May seem dumb but still get my pictures. (LOL)

Hotpots, Mac Or PC

I can't remember when I last ate hotpot. Seems to be ages ago.

I have hotpot dates with some friends and I do not mind eating hotpot regularly.

I used to eat hotpot almost weekly.

That was so long time ago.

Time really flies!

I want to get a Mac...But I am not sure what should I get, a Macbook or IMac?

Both of them cost steeply.......

I have to watch my wallet.

A friend advised me to get IMac instead.

Bigger, better and who's going round carrying such a heavy Macbook unless you don't mind.

Or should I get a new Window 7 laptop? My existing one is having problem logining in.

I have an old desktop and I want to upgrade its ram and still keep it at XP.

I want to buy new softwares especially adobe PDF..

So many things to decide and they all need money...

So I have to think about it...

Any advice?

Starting To Blog Again

Thanks to FM for helping me to design my Blog Header.

Nice right? I absolutely love it.

Guess I will have more time to blog now as there will be lesser time spent in opera activities in KH.

Lots of things have been happening ever since we came back from TW performance.

You get to know some people more, be it good or bad.

Lots of mixed feelings......

There will be decisions made eventually.

Some of my friends got hurt very badly and I feel sad and terrible about it.

But nothing would change my opinions of my friends as they really treated me well when I was feeling so lost and helpless in Taiwan.

Time will tell...

路遥知马力
日久见人心

Shopping Spree & Other Thoughts

My colleagues are having a shopping spree recently.

They started with bag organizers and now is ELF & NYX cosmetics.

I got myself a bag organizer as the inside of my bag was really messy.

I joined in the recent spree getting myself a set of brushes, lipsticks and eyeshadows.

Compared to my colleagues, I am considered "level-headed". No doubt the offers are attractive, I must think of my future. I can't be "eating" cosmetics for old age yozz.

AC suggested why not take a break from the shows...

Maybe I should as I really feel tired after work and I really lag alot ever since I feel that there is not much of "prospects" for me.

I might as well take this opportunity to rest and get to know myself more.

I want to eat steamboat, visit Universal Studios and having Korean buffet. (Give me MORE time, time time time!!!)

Most of my time is used up for work and rehearsals. Sighz..

Sighz and haiz... that reminds me that I have not "mastered" the new songs yet.

人情谈薄, 令人心寒！

简讯告知，换来的是冷冷的三句话。
没功劳也有苦劳,不是吗？
难道要在您哪做到精疲力尽才算是功劳至上吗？
就算真的做到精疲力尽，也不见得登上英雄榜。
数年前，曾听过别人说你无情………
数年后，渐渐体会这“无情”是什么。
人情谈薄, 令人心寒呀！

人生无常………

大概两个星期前，　前后收到两位朋友的简讯。
前者说她明年要结婚了，后者说她的母亲突然心脏病发作而被送入医院。

这一天，心情有些波动。。。

结婚是迟早的事情，虽然心里有数，但也觉的快了些。但是这并非重点，重点是她开心最重要。
在此祝福她有情人终成眷属，幸福美满。

令我觉得心很不舍的是后者。。。

从小就和母亲相依为命，这事让她不知所措，在这种情况下，她只能请假，天天往返医院探望昏迷不醒的妈妈。

在一次的简讯中，提到妈妈喜欢听［一门三进士］，想要借来给妈妈听。　

片子找到了，备份了，但却来不及送到她手中。。。

今天再次收到她的简讯。。
她的母亲今早去世了。。。

心里好难过。。。好心酸。

她是个独生女，从小就和妈妈相依为命。。。

她要独自面对这悲恸的事，一想到这里，我心里难过极了。。。

她曾在简讯中，说要好好珍惜身边的亲人和好友。。。令我感触良深。

朋友，我知道不容易，但你一定要好好照顾自己。　

Please take care!!!

今天有些难过

实在不明白, 本来就唱得不顺,为何偏偏还是要硬着头皮去嚷去唱?

为什么不去了解演员哪些地方碰到问题呢?

我觉得很累~~~ 真的唱得不顺.

时间是个问题,不习惯也是个问题, 难道调子,对白就没有问题吗?

到最后,问题没解决, 搞不好不明不白变成是演员的问题.

说了会得罪人,不说心里纳闷得很......

我真的很不想再这样继续下去...

以前的斗志,以前对戏曲的那份热情, 慢慢地淡了~ 褪色了.

当然我不会放弃戏曲.

我要好好想一想 what I really want!

今天娟问了我一个问题...

"你会加入某某人的剧团吗?"

摇摇头, 我说...

"我觉得好累呀, 当个剧团之友还差不多吧."

心里OS着,有没有搞错呀,问我这样的问题,居心叵测? 是关心吗还是担心? ;P

明知道的... 我才不要掀起任何战争...呵呵...

把话题拉回来...

为了唱段, 今天过得还真有些难过呀!