Burnt Out

I'm lying on bed, weak and in pain......

Last night I had panic attacks twice one after another one subsided.

Today went to see DOC and I waited there for more than an hour, feeling upset and fuming at the same time.

Something's wrong with my body. It doesn't regulate regularly as before, for the past one year, my m skipped 3 times.

It came without symptoms and it is hurting so much that I have to take a day rest.

Doc isn't in favour of me taking hormones pills and my mum objects and suggests that maybe I should try chinese medicine instead.

Doc also pointed out that I must be very very stressed and lately I am very stressed.

My whole body aches...and I can't lie on a position for some time because it is stiff and painful.

I am now reading the book on "Silenced"...

Now I am not only physically but also mentally burnt out.

Maybe my life energy is getting weaker...

Will I still have the energy to hold on?