Bruised

I just realised that I have bruises on my leg...

I got them from last night's rehearsal...

However my bruises are minor compared to someone's else...

I feel very BRUISED today...No mood and in fact quite upset over it.

I have already told you that I wasn't confident and uncertain that I could do that stunt.

Yet my words were dismissed...

I am now very upset to see people hurt...

I know it was an accident BUT we could have avoid the accident if someone could just listen to my concerns earlier on.

I got panicky and then in a flash, it happened

Please....no more stunt if I can't do it... even if you think I am a lousy and "pro-less" actress whom does not meet up to your expectations.

I dropped you and I dropped her too...

AND I really do not want to drop another one...

It's too much for me to bear...

I am very upset already...