I don't blame Freaky BBQ cuz I freaked her out.
She saw me hyperventilate for the first time.
Dear BBQ, next time you see me hyperventilate,
JUST STAY CALM!!!
You were lucky that I didn't hyperventilate twice cuz your "uncalmness" may "excite" me and may put me into worse situations. (LOL)
I know you felt lost and helpless and tried to call WMY for help.
WMY, I appreciate your help last time when you drove me back home safely. I still feel grateful now.
But I am now looking for ways to self-help myself and I feel bad to impose on others for help.
WMY, please make an effort to reply , at least a short sms is greatly appreciated, it is only a few buttons away.
Don't worry, I won't be hyperventilating all the times.
Just some words of concern cus we still are friends, aren't we?
BBQ, after hyperventilation, I just need a place to rest... a short moment of rest will help alot.
I still can drive after my rest.
And if you are "adventurous" enough, do not keep me an arm's length away, just in case I fall and stumble, I have someone friendly enough to land onto. (LOL)
Oh yes, when I'm driving...Just make sure that everyone in the car stays calm and still. No legs kicking if you want the driver to maneuver the car safely to its destination.
If my life is not endangered, calling my parents would be the last thing to do.
However, thanks a great deal for calling my parents last night. I was afraid they were going to give me a tongue lashing when they saw me.
They didn't and Dad still could joke with me. (LOL)
I just wanna to help myself if such incident happens again.
People can't be helping me all the times.
I can only help myself.